4.15.09 - 227/365

the sun returned
and i am ready for the journey...
i spent a lot of time looking today
and just a little time painting
and i have to be all right with that
i have to honor this gift of insight
and for me that means to trust,

if that little voice
(t_l_v)
gave me an answer
then
i must listen
or
understand that it might disappear

and what i heard was
"get comfortable with the discomfort
get comfortable with the not knowing
get comfortable with not being there
because that is the nature of the journey"

of course i feel like that whiny little kid in the back seat
asking over and over
"are we there yet?"