5.27.09 - 269/365

when i first looked at the sp's from today
i thought:
"i am getting so fed up with this same stressed face every day"
and then i thought
"that might just be what it takes to turn this tide around"
and then i thought
about a question someone asked me not too long ago:
about whether i thought that all this daily dwelling
on these forlorn images
and morose writings
was keeping me in the abyss...

well,
i don't think so
i see it more as a capricorn thing
as in:
no way out but through
but
maybe,
finally,
i have gotten to the point
where i am so bored with the status quo
that i am just going to have to find a way to change it all up,
it's just not going anywhere
at all