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Monday, October 13, 2008

10.12.08 - 42/365

hands down
you know those days
when you don't like anything that you do?


well...
i'm having one



have i forgotten how to paint?
have i forgotten why i paint?
have i forgotten what i care about?
i remember the sadness
i remember the smells
(mmmmmmmmmmm)
i remember that this is what i do
and i am trying to remember
not to judge

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

sometimes we need forget so a new way shows up...

it takes just some time until we´re oiled up again and throughout this process there´ll be nothing days and other days when just a little gesture seems right
just accept the notso good days as part of it and after all, in due time, it all will make sense, it always does
some way
:*

it was for me funny to be back engaged dealing with dry points and varnishes and acids and stuff
i had not forgotten how to but i tend to skip a few procedures so to provocate mistakes which will teach me new things