7.15.09 - 318/365

smudge is 10
i made her birthday 7/15
(since i have no way of knowing when it really is)
i was born 52.5 years ago
the 15th has always felt significant
my bro is may, my nana was march
and
3 years ago
i moved
i don't remember very much of the day
but i do remember that first night
in that interim apartment
with the cats totally traumatized
(they didn't come out for days)
and the only thing going through my head was
where am i???